life is a roller coaster

life is like a wheel..but hey, give me a break ok? i mean, honestly speaking..i kind of just felt being at the bottom of the big,heavy wheel of my life.i'm being splat on until my brain splash out from my head shell. i felt like i'm being tortured like hell by my very own..ugh, God-knows-who. oh my fucking god!!! ok, huh..this is not as hard as i had expected, but God-knows-who juz turn me down on the face! i feel like i want to stab myself in the stomach and bury myself as deep as the earth goes! i have nothing against my own friend. God-knows-who is like, my bestie form long time ago. we've been friends since a decade ago.. and i guess, she has (oops kantoi, heh let it be lah) her own wheel. she'll get to the point where she will fell like she's at the bottom of her big, heavy wheel of her own. and that time, (mind you god-knows-who) don't come running (or even crying!) to me, okay? that time, i will not be there for you. mark my word. roger and out.