Sunday, May 30, 2010

my black note book

what do you write on the first page of a new book?

while i was cleaning up my room, i found my black notebook that i lost few years back.
needless to say, i was very excited.

i turned to the first page, to see what i had writen.

and there i wrote:

"never stop writing"

but there was nothing else on the pages after that.

i am ironic.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

signs




there are many times when we just go on with the paths that brought us anywhere, and forgot to read the signs. the roads may get bumpy and winding, and most often than not, confusing. these are the times when you need to look out for the signs.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

if people were rain




taken from tumblr

because i do



song by pearl and the puppets.

potensi


apa yang lebih baik sekarang ini bukanlah orang yang telah memiliki segala-galanya (sudahlah bukan dengan hasil titik peluh sendiri), tetapi orang yang berpotensi memiliki segala-galanya dengan sedikit usaha dan kepercayaan.

potensi itu menjanjikan seribu satu kepastian, dan semua orang memilikinya. apa yang menjadi perbezaan hanyalah sama ada kita menggunakannya atau tidak.

aku suka menjadi orang yang melihat sendiri potensi menjadi kejayaan.

Friday, May 21, 2010

pacman is older than me

in conjunction with the 30th anniversary of Pacman, google, decided to let users play pacman on its homepage. very cool!

so i played, as it looked tempting..


  
and managed to finish all of it..



this is how it looks like, when you've completed it:




i missed those days, when a game or two of pacman is all you need to help you get through the evening rain (cause you couldn't go out to play badminton or ride the bicycle). this is my achievement. not impressive, but hey, i got rusty.



happy birthday, Pacman. thank you for being there for me when i needed you to pass the time.


click on picture to enlarge.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

saya mahu pergi bercuti!

encek crab: cepat, cepat mari ke mari
di pasir pantai kita menari!

theroyalcrapster (dalam hati): eh pandai ketam ni buat pantun dua kerat.



aku mahu ke mana saja asal bukan di sini!

\^^/
/  \


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

and i quote "keep it in a corner, for you to always remember?" how do u 'frame' ur memories?

ur Q is very complex, but i'll attempt to answer. (since ur quoting from me anyway :p)

u frame ur memories in accordance to folders of moments, rather than time. u rarely remember events that happen at a certain minute and second. but rather, it happens the other way around, which means that that moment is impactful and significant to you, and therefore becomes a memory.

that is how it works with me anyway. also, u may have different sections of your heart and mind for different people and events. the most important things consume most of the spaces.

so thats how i understand it..hope i answer ur Q :)

Ya, saya kaunter pertanyaan:

in my life

a close friend of mine, Yaya, who is always there to give advice and to always simply ask how i am doing, dedicated this song to me for my graduation.



we knew each other from four years back, but over the years, grew apart little by little because of time and distance. but in heart kilometres, we are still very very close..

thank you yaya, i will always remember you c:

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

kalau kau tak suka aku

kalau kau tak suka aku:

- tak payah baca blog aku.
- tak payah kawan dengan aku.
- tak payah peluk-peluk aku konon-konon sedih sebab nak berpisah dah.
- tak payah ingat aku dah, buang aku dari memori kau, baik dan buruk.

dan aku cuma nak bagitahu yang, aku tak pernah langsung rasa tak suka kau walaupun suara kau annoying dan orang cakap perangai kau macam hanjing.

dan walaupun sebenarnya lagi ramai orang tak suka kau dari yang suka kau.

walaupun aku tak habiskan masa dengan kau 365 hari setahun, aku tetap suka berkawan dengan kau.

sampai lah aku dapat tahu yang rupanya kau tak suka aku.

jadi sekarang, sila disappear dari hidup aku.

thank you for all the good times.





p/s: perempuan. so harap jangan ada yang perasan terasa lak.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

i am a godmother

some time ago, Mojax wrote a post in his blog about having a cute little family.

and so i found the need to budge in, in this wonderful fantasy and left a comment.

soon after, Mojax wrote an entry of me, wanting to become the godmother to his children.

which is super cute.

this is the entry.

i will remember this forever

and fulfill my noble obligations of pampering my godsons and daughters.

haha!

pasar cowok

hari ini hari yang sangat menarik.

pagi, aku selesaikan sedikit kerja ku. agak awal aku terjaga, memandangkan aq tidur semalam agak lewat.

beberapa hari ni, aku kurang pasti dengan perasaan yang aku rasa. aku tak berapa faham dengan emosi yang macam secret code nih. adakah cinta? jeng jeng jeng. impossible. aku sentiasa in love, tak rasa cam ni pun?

tengahari, aku dan Li bergegas ke pwtc untuk menyelesaikan audition broadcast journalist/presenter/radio dj untuk media prima. aku tak lah berapa nak sangat, tapi meneman Li. tapi aku fikir, dah alang-alang menyeluk perkasam, biar sampai ketiak masam. eh eh, ke situ pula. dah ada kat situ, aku pun mencuba nasib. rasanya, tak lah teruk, tapi tak juga hebat.



Li: wehh baca sikit horoscope aku weh..
theroyalcrapster: hmm, dia kata hari ni ko tak boleh makan ayam.
aku pula, akan jumpa jejaka hensem.


haa tada! ehh, betul la horoscope tuh! hahaha


petang, meneman Li berjumpa buah hati dan makan. memandangkan aku diboikot oleh ibu-bapa dari wang saku, hehe, aku hanya mampu makan roti canai garing potong sebagai alas perut. salah aku, katanya, kerana tidak pulang ke rumah. haih, nasib ku labu.

lewat petang, pergi bermain layang-layang. akhirnya. setelah berdekad menunggu untuk hari tidak hujan, akhirnya shah alam di'blessed' untuk disinari matahari di petang ini. malangnya, angin hanya sepoi-sepoi dan tidak begitu rancak. lalu aku pun terpaksa berlari dengan extra dan memaksa layang-layang itu menguasai ruang udara. berpeluh juga dibuatnya.


 kalau ni pun xboleh, nak masuk benang dalam jarum jangan haraplah!




ngurusin yang penting-penting. kapan kok mau ngerbanginnya!
(bahasa indon belah kalimantan kat taman orang utan sepilok)



dah lari 200km/j pun naik paras tu je. T.T



"aku berhenti berlari.." (rentak 'berhenti berharap' SO7)



oi oi, dah maghrib lah. astaghfirullah..balik, balik!
(time ni la tiba-tiba angin kencang)


beberapa anak kecil yang comel-comel belaka dan yang memiliki kaki pendek dan gemuk seperti ayam drumstick KFC meninggalkan ibu bapa mereka serta bola dan berlari ke arah aku dan layang-layang. oleh kerana ia berwarna warni, aku menjadi tumpuan kanak-kanak. terima kasih peminat-peminat kecil ku!



danish! dah besar nanti jadi heartbreaker ok?
(apa punya nasihat daa. budak tu pun xfaham, angguk je)

malam, sepatutnya pergi berenang, tetapi memilih untuk menghabiskan masa bersama Freaky dan Li, memandangkan aku berkemungkinan tidak berjumpa beliau lagi.

Freaky mengajak ke skate park di Putrajaya, dan dia ber'skate'. aku juga mencuba, dan harus ku akui, agak addictive! aku menanam niat untuk membeli sebilah skateboard jika ada duit poket lebih di masa depan. dan atmosfera di skate park memang, waduh waduh, pasar cowok deh!! 99.9999% berjantina lelaki! cuma 3 orang gadis di situ: aku, Li dan seorang makcik yg meneman anaknya. inilah yang dinamakan surga dunia!


Li tengok mata xberkelip. hehehe.


Li: haaa, pilih pilih pilih! (gaya pasar malam) *air liur meleleh deras*
aku nak yang baju hitam lah. comel je rambut dia, match dengan kasut.

theroyalcrapster: syukur, sungguh menakjubkan fasiliti dan kemudahan
yang disediakan kerajaan demi menjana warga belia yang sihat dan dinamik.
memang rakyat diutamakan! tahniah kerajaan!


ada yang hanya berseluar dan tidak berbaju, ada yang berpeluh, ada yang bertopi, ada yang berambut panjang. ada juga yang bertuala sahaja (keluar dari shower dan mesti dia ingatkan tiada perempuan, sekali..surprise!). yang berbaju.. apa kurangnya. style: tip-top! sempat aku dan Li bergambar di sekitar skate park sementara menunggu.



ini Freaky. cukup serba-serbi tetapi maaf, sudah berpunya.
*bunyi hati berkecai seluruh malaya*


ini Li. tengok tu, pakai dress diri atas skateboard.
hati mana yang tak cair? perempuan melayu "terakhir" zaman moden.
tapi maaf, sudah berpunya.
*bunyi pinggan mangkuk berkecai seluruh zon selatan pantai timur*


ini Avril malaya. dia budak skate.
boleh kata pro lah. pro apa? pro-paganda lebih.
hahahaha.


haa tengok tuh, skateboard sampai dulu.
baru la terbaekkk.



 ok, hakikatnya, aku memang pro. tengok lah tu.
hebat betul balance. perghh. malu tony hawk tengok.
(suara latar: tak bergerak boleh la!)

kami terpaksa menolak pelawaan beberapa sk8ers (ceh ejaan nak begitu) untuk chillz di mamak kerana Li mahukan tempat yang lebih menarik.

lantas kami ke AC (asia cafe), dan terserempak dengan beberapa rakan: Joe, 4A. mereka ingin ber'pool'. kami makan dan naik ke atas. ramai lagi rakan kami di situ yang sedang 'bersukan'. mereka berlawan antara satu sama lain, sementara aku cuba melakukan perkara-perkara bodoh yang boleh men'distract' mereka di samping melayan kebosanan ku.


ini geng mafia sempadan uptown dan highway s24 baru.
tengok tu. gerun tak?


para peserta handalan. bak kata ikram, "tangan pembaris".
beliau tewas ke tangan Freaky kerana beliau bertangan set square.
(budak Lukisan Kejuruteraan je faham)


di sini juga pasar cowok, namun cowok-cowoknya tidak begitu taste bak kata 'kakak-kakak'. saya tidak gemar lelaki yang minum. (tapi kalau dah sememangnya bukan islam, lain cerita lah).

lalu kami semua menghibur dan terhibur. suatu malam yang seronok, memandangkan kami tak lama lagi akan berpisah dan mulakan hidup baru: alam pekerjaan.

p/s: freaky telah menghantar mesej kepada aku dan Li mengucapkan selamat hari guru..sweet :) thanks!

pp/s: terima kasih Li untuk gambar-gambar tersebut :)

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Twitter

I finally conform to the ever impending socialism.

one current trend that is going to stay for a heck of a long time: Twitter.

since i might dip my feet in the advertising field, i might as well get my self prepped up with all the social networking fads just to get a first-hand experience of what its all about. 

plus, its free - i have nothing to lose.

so ladies and gentlemen, my Twitter page:

http://twitter.com/izzaize

do follow me on twitter, i will guarantee interesting quips and tweets that are worth your seconds.

if you have any questions, i also have a formspring account:

http://www.formspring.me/izzaize


geez, graduation marks the beginning of all things virtual. its not like we are all willing to give our phone numbers to strangers. so yeah, these sites are good substitutions.

spot me if you can #6

the other day, as my friends and i were wifi-ing at Burger King Section 13, the fly.fm myvi troopers came to promote the 1ummph 1smile 1Malaysia thingy. we were asked to smile and was then photographed in order to be enlisted for the Malaysian Book of Records (for something) and to be entitled for the RM5k grand prize. so yeah, the person with the most votes will get a chance to win. so, i found mine at the website. haha. please vote so i can pay my bills. or if you dont want to, its still fine :)


CLICK HERE TO VOTE


i was actually in a dishevelled state, and my hair was everywhere, and coral isnt really my colour, and havent had much sleep at that time, but anyway the photographer did quite a wonderful job in making me look ok. haha

p/s: my friends, Li and Taj were also photographed, but i couldnt find theirs..

Saturday, May 08, 2010

crossroad

the semester is about to end
and the break is coming
what should i do?

a. go on a holiday
b. take a break at home
c. work
d. fitness (lol. as if)

crossroads, crossroads..

Friday, May 07, 2010

three random events, one single journey

ahmagad! how long has it been since i indulge in you my ol' lil' blog? been really crazy at my end these days, and now, im breathing again! fuhhhhh! god bless everyone! haha (ok, how many exclamation marks in a sentence there! i must be damn ecstatic!) im beginning to feel like mah-self again!

today, i finally drove home in a peaceful mood. no rush, no tense, no concerns. man, im lovin it! and when im happy, things get random around me. *how and why? mm-hmm, exactly.*

situation: driving through federal highway. today (friday). lots of cars. jam-packed. evening around 4pm.


random event #1:

i saw a kid standing in the middle of the road, with two large garbage bags on his shoulder. weird thing is, he didnt look like he was crossing the road. its as if he was just standing there. maybe he was scared as there were a bajillion cars on the road, and crossing would be like pigs flying: impossible.

but he was there, in the middle. and the weirder thing is, cars on the three-lane road stopped for him. yeah, including me. and we all watched as he crossed and stood on the road divider. and cars moved again. like whaaa? super legend! the busy federal highway users stopped for this kid? gee wheez. malaysian drivers do still have that "budi bahasa" thing in their hearts while their on the road. awesomistic!


random event #2:

as i was reaching the bangsar area from the npe highway, justin bieber's Baby was playing on fly.fm, so i changed the channel (hehe sorry bieber fans :p) and tuned in to hitz.fm. and holy shit! Baby's playing on hitz too! i was like, geez whammy! can anything be more predictable! so in a huff, i changed to mix.fm. Sham was on the mic and he spoke about some traffic stuff. phewwh. managed to escape the Bieberism.

few seconds later, Sham introduced a song, and *wait for it, wait for it* he played bieber's Baby!! arrrghhhhhhh!! same artiste, same song?! somebody, rescue the industry please! dont get me wrong, i like bieber (in a normal dose, not like a super fan or anything), but i dont like that song (Baby). feeling rather cheated (by the three radio stations), i tuned to xfm, knowing that bieber wont make it to this station coz they play all locals. hahah!


random event #3:

was driving, at this time i was around the indian embassy, not sure where lah. anyways, as i was driving and this time listening to good music (hahah!), suddenly a car was honking next to me. it was a black viva with a johor plate. so i looked on my right, and the guy in the passenger seat was waving like mad at me and the driver was honking.

i got scared, like, did something happen to my tyre, or is something hanging out from my door? then they overtook me, and we went into the intersection heading to duke highway (yeah, i use a lot of highways fyi), so i just drove calmly, and next thing i know, they're again on the lane on my right. they matched my speed and gestured for me to wind down my window. i was like "damn! ok. something must be wrong".

when it was down, the guy in the passenger seat almost shouted: "hey awak! mean people sucks kan? (referring to my bumper sticker: Mean People Sucks) kitorang x mean, kitorang nak berkenalan!!"  whatthefruitloops!!! all that trouble just to say that?!?! manusia ni dah jadi psycho! i couldnt help but laugh and by the time, we were approaching a diverging road. they took right, and i was going left. the guys waved and i showed them the peace sign. now that is random.

so those are some of the random things that happened to me on the road today. i still couldnt figure out why i am always witnessing or being in the scene of these randomizations. but most of the times, random is good. i like random. give me random. hahahah!

so yeah. peace to y'all peeps. bounce.



p/s: go check out Caprice's Pilihanku official music video. uber hotness. as hot as global warming these days.

Saturday, May 01, 2010

to those who work

in conjunction with labour day, google changed its layout. pretty dope:





HAPPY LABOUR DAY !!


p/s: most of the shops were closed, and the malls were filled with throngs of people (ugh).