some updates after last night

as the title had well suggested, these are some of the updates after a loooooong, hell-ish night:

1) i pulled an all-nighter at the uni, which i didn't plan and was left with
2) the cold night. i was freezing sh*t. had i known i would've brought a jumper
3) i cant type as fast as i normally do, as my hands were frozen, which caused
4) longer time to type even a sentence
5) i was stucked with what Stephen King wouldnt normally get stuck with: mental block
6) hence, the countless trip to the loo for inspiration
7) i washed my face with hand soap, and now it irritates my skin
8) i had no shillings nor a 5 or 10 note to spare for a hot choc and was left unfed

but i gained some good things too:

7) i managed to restrain myself from suicide
6) i fought every single distraction that came my way
5) i even forced a smile through out the process
4) i gained confidence, and felt like a survivor
3) i didn't yell at the couple behind me for getting on my nerves
2) i found some reliable references

and the number one good thing, would definitely be, the fact that:

1) i have finally completed the essay!


phewww. *wiping imaginary perspiration off forehead*


so what now? ganti tidur? tu kena postpone. kena pi beli groceries, kemudian kena masak. malam ni ada tetamu kehormat nak datang dinner. he he. masak apo, den tak tau. hok tu kena tanya chef naa. kita fokus dessert. bg eskrem skoop jela. ha ha.