the rain is currently falling like it has been doing for the past few weeks. eyebags are agrown and lethargic abound.
what do we write about in our blogs? we complain, we whine.
some write great things that happened in their lives. our blogs bear witness to the things we want the world to know (unless your blog is private).
i see great progress in myself throughout these past five years through my blog archive alone. my first entry was about me being a freshman in college (2005). how lame. but how true. it reflects me at that time. when i read back all the ancient posts i wrote, all the memories rushed in to mind like black and white film flashed on projector. those were amazing years. amazing things have happened. sometimes i regret the things i did, or the clothes i wear. i.e cargo pants and polo tee?! wtf. but yeah, when i give it a second thought, it wasnt so bad after all. in fact, i regret ever feeling regret. haha.
now in the speed of light, i have almost come to the peak of my study: practicum. after that, i will do my last semester and than thats it. it will be over. so in simple calculation, this semester will be the last semester for me and my friends (those in different batches and the same) to hang around the faculty together. tesl square. shitt i am going to miss that spot.
friends from senior years are soon going away, moving on with the next phase of their lives: masters or work. friends from the link program are going too, continuing their practicum at their respective training colleges (KB and Gaya), friends from junior years, well, when i get back from prac, they'll be going for it and it'll be very hard to meet up.
geez. how time really flies! it used to be just a figure of speech. but now it is really happening. doing practicum, finishing studies, graduating, continuing with studies, finding Mr.Right-For-Me, watching friends getting married, getting married myself, having children, and etc etc etc.
the rite of passage. thats what we all do. we move on, all the time. im looking forward to see what the future has in store for me. but in the meantime, i just cant wait to spend my time with those i have and love with all my heart, while i still can :)
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yes li,
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yes li,
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Sometimes I wish to live in a 'naturalistic' life...in the jungle, plucking fruits for food and slurping on fresh river water, not having to think of budgeting and fidgeting and stuffs.
Ah well, the substantial price of modernization.
Old is gold.
I miss the old good days. (-_-)
wawa,
yes, time is gold, experience is gold. they make us wiser (supposedly lah) hahaha.
i miss you man! :)
wow iza, u shoud write a movie on it.become the next kak yasmin
anonymous,
hehe. wowh, movie? nahhh yasmin can do a better job at it :p
sadly kak yasmin is dead.good luck wt ur journey
anonymous (whoever u are :p),
yes, but she has definitely left all of us with many great things, that we should cherish still.
who knows, maybe one of us can replace her :p or rather, continue her legacy..
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