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what do i have at this point of my life?
1. my family, who have seen me with or without clothes on (haha), surviving through my tantrums, cried and laughed together, growing up and growing into each other every second of the day.
2. one or two friends (or a few, definitely not many), who has been through thick and thin with me like they are family, and not making a big fuss out of it (and neither am i, couldnt ask for more).
3. decent amount of happiness. im not too happy that life is practically a party. and im not that sad and disappointed either with life that i have to plan the perfect suicide mission. im just the right amount of happy to still feel the need to earn for it.
4. personal vision and missions. i now have a few goals that i try to achieve and they have given me the drive to keep living everyday the fullest. short term, long term, all that jazz.
5. haters and nay-sayers. there are a whole bunch of them. some strangers, mostly those i know. these are the people that are bringing me down. but in contratry to what they think, i wont break under their terms. what cant break you, will make you stronger. we need them in our lives. it's like good bacteria (haha).
6. a long way to go. yes, i still have a whole journey ahead of me. and i aint lookin' back.
2 comments:
Honestly, among all our schoolmates, you are one of the very few that I would take my hat off to. Happy for you dear.:)
You musttt give me tips or better, brainwash me on how to ignore these nay-sayers. Potong stim betul diorang ni.
wuggly,
that was a sweet thing to say :)same goes here; you are one of the people i think is only waiting to crack and shine. you've got it all in you. but the hazel i know always tend to agree to these nay-sayers. dont! ur better than what they limit you to be!
remember, the more bacteria, the stronger your antibody is..know what i mean? :)
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